The ugly people are like a recurring cloud, which comes suddenly and ruins a beautiful day. For me it’s someone which I cannot fully reject and I let it come and come until it does something so stupid, so ugly, so childish that it ruins a moment, a day, a week or more. Then I reject, I put boundaries and for a time it goes away, it controls, it behaves, gaining more an more on me again.
Sometimes later, at some point, when I am happy, or it’s sunny, it comes right back to ruin everything in such a stupid way that I want to scream, to shout. In that instance, the ugliness reflects on me making me fear my own reflection caused by a stupid, ugly, immature person.

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